I Thought It Was Normal

Satan has been trying to kill me since the day I was exiting my mother's womb. My entire life I have heard Yehovah speaking to me clearly and I thought it was normal. It was not until I was about 40 years old that I realized this was not a normal thing at all. Supernatural events have always manifested all around me - but they have really escalated since 2011 when Yeshua Himself was sent on a mission from The Father to wake me up from my spiritual slumber. I was praise and worship leader in my church, then I transitioned into full time youth group pastor. I was very involved in my church and thought I was serving Yehovah with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength. Come to find out, I was actually following the kingdom of darkness in almost every area of my life. I considered myself a very loving, giving, honest, decent, Godly person who was thoroughly devoted to my Creator. But when Yeshua came to wake me up He equated me to the harlot Gomer in the bible. I was devastated and had no idea how Yeshua saw me as a harlot. Yeshua even told me the words, 'satan can not cast out satan' becuase I seemed to have no power over a tiny little demon. I did not understand what was happening, but I had the Best Teacher in the entire world. Yeshua stood by me day in and day out and was very patient with me as He showed me where I was in error, how I was in error, and what access this gave to satan to kill, steal, and destroy me. Yeshua led me through HIS Word so that I may come to know HIM and see the IMPOSTER - Satan - for who he is and what he does. Yeshua began opening up His Word to me like never before and showing me where we had all gone astray. I knew we were not to walk after our flesh but only walk after The Spirit, but I had no idea what this meant exactly. I was about to learn all of this. My prayer is that whoever picks up this book to read it, will be transformed by the renewing of your mind by the Power of The Holy Spirit and that your life will never be the same again. But that you will repent from your wrong directions and begin walking in the power, authority, and dominion Yeshua died to give us. My prayer is for you all to begin walking in blessing through your obedience and break every curse off your life from walking in your former ways of disobedience.